Friday, November 6, 2009


So I have recently started using my Tumblr again, and I will be posting some of my more nonsensical stuff there and the more serious stuff here. If you want to check it out here is the link-

Thanks all, I will try to be posting a bit more soon

Monday, November 2, 2009

I've decided not to eat fish anymore

Its something I have always new about, I heard a story about it a few years ago and did some of my own research to solidify my suspicions. But the ocean really is being over fished. I know this seems impossible, but think about how much fish we eat. Nearly all fast food establishments have some sort of “fish”, grocery stores have freezers full of all kinds of fish, most restaurants have at least a few options, if not the entirety of the menu devoted to seafood.

Now I am not one of those crazy activists, nor do I agree with anything PETA would say, but the ocean is the largest ecosystem in the world and removing any part of that system is detrimental. I shouldn’t have to explain this, just think “circle of life”, if any part of that circle goes, the rest suffers. I am also not going to go into the details of how fishers catch fish, its a long process, but think basically as clear cutting a forest, it takes hundreds of years for that to grow back, the same is the same for some species of fish which can live to be over 100 years old.

I am a nature freak among other things, I love all things natural and I love the beach and ocean more than anyplace I have been in the world, so I couldn’t imagine that being negatively affected in anyway that I had help in doing.

I know there is probably many other things I do that hurt the environment, in fact I know there are, but I am trying to slowly “go green”, and I am trying to go green for real and not as this pseudo-fad it has become in the past few years.

Now I don’t eat fish that often as it is, but I eat it enough, and I love it, so it is a loss, but in the end, it helps. I will eat seafood at the more mom and pop type places out by my beaches, that I know they get their products from the local fishers and local water. These small time fishers are not the problem, its the commercial fishers that are doing the damage.

I am not a vegetarian, nor am I the biggest meat eater, I do enjoy my chicken and a cheeseburger here and there, but as of late I have been thinking about how these foods come into being. Being that I do care for animals and the environment, I do realize most of these animals are mistreated in their way to becoming my food, something I use to be able to over look. Now I feel the need to address this in my life and I am trying to eat meat that comes from “organic” and well treated animals. Because I don’t think I can ever feel bad about eating an animal, not because I fully believe God placed them here for us, but humans have always survived off animals, and every other food chain consists of carnivorous tendencies, so it is only natural in a way. You could say humans have evolved past that, but I can argue that in depth, but that is another topic for another post.

And that is my rant of the day

Friday, July 3, 2009

Confusion of Prayer

So I have not really been a "follower" of Christianity for a year now almost. By no means do I denounce a God or a superior celestial Being, but I cannot bring myself to follow or believe in Christianity as it is today. I am not going to go into my full beleifs but I just do not hold any of it true for myself.

Yet I still do pray, not for myself, but for others. I am not saying this to sound like I don't care for myself or be self righteous, I don't pray for myself because I don't think I deserve it? if that makes since, but I will pray to God, assumingly the Christian one for others, who I know believe in Jesus and Christianity. I am not sure what this means for my psyche or whatnot, but I seem to acknolwedge that God is real for them and works in there life, otherwise I would not pray for them, yet not in mine? And I am again not saying I am abandoned, but maybe I feel guilty that I do not believe in the Christian God anymore, or maybe I believe in that God, but feel bad I do not believe in the faith carried out in his name.

idk, just pouring of thoughts as usual

Monday, June 15, 2009

Equality Now

Equality Now

This Morning President of the HRC Joe Solmonese wrote to Barack Obama to respond to Obama's administrations response to defend DOMA in the courts.

In reading the letter I was brought to tears. We as a community need to start standing up for ourselves, doing something to help gain equal rights within the eyes of the government. This goes beyond marriage, this is about equal protection against hate and discrimination. If we don't stand up nothing will change.
The wheels of revolution are not turned by idle hands.
So many of those in the LGBT community that I talk to simply think change will come inevitably and there is no reason to get involved, but what we fail to realize is that the only reason things change is because there are those few out there pushing with all their might for equality for the rest of us, but unless we all push the change will be slow or not at all. It is not fair for my generation to reap the benefits of the hard work of the generations before us
who have been fighting for our rights.
It may seem like things are progressing as it is, but our cause stands on the edge of a knife, this year and next many of the states that have passed laws for the equality of our community are re voting on the issues trying to repeal what we have accomplished over the last decade. Maine is trying to have its laws allowing Same-Sex Marriage repealed, if something like this passes it could set up a precedent for the rest of the States that allow same sex-marriage. On top
of this there are other states trying to repeal civil unions and domestic partnership laws.
So now is not the time to sit back and do nothing, we obviously are not going to be able to rely on Obama to help, his prolonged silence is answer enough for how he feels, so we must take it into our hands.
Write a letter to the president professing your frustration to the president. Donate money to organizations like the HRC. I know times are tough, but if you can
spend 5 dollars on a coffe from star bucks or 60 on a polo from Abercrombie you can spare some. Look for local events supporting gay rights.
I am already drafting my letter to Obama and have been a member of the HRC for sometime now. Now it is your turn, find someway to help, there is always something
If we all do just a little, we each send out a small ripple which together can bring down anything in our way.

With that
Stand up, join the fight
Au Revoir and Adieu

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

New video idea

Ugh i know I have tons of other videos to make, but here is another idea;

I have found that there are a lot of people in history who were gay or very likely to be, and I want to make a video mentioning them

Monday, April 13, 2009

If a promise you don't keep, it will haunt you in your sleep. As you lie beneath your quilt, you will have a conscience full of guilt

Saturday, April 11, 2009

“I am not only a pacifist but a militant pacifist. I am willing to fight for peace. Nothing will end war unless the people themselves refuse to go to war.” - Albert Einstein

Friday, April 10, 2009

I am not an atheist, I just agree with a lot of there views and opinions on religion and theology

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Random Snippet

The hour is nigh
the blood moon rises
stars ablaze
planets align
All is ready
the prophesy of Old
has arrived

Fate is King now
Nothing can be done
All is meant to be
Do not fight
else you perish
In the wake
of what is to be

Sunday, April 5, 2009

I'm On A Boat [rewatchable video]

I loveeee this song and video, it makes me crack up everytime... I think it is the fact T-Pain is in it, hahah, but the guys from SNL are hilarious as well.

oh and here is the clean version for you who don't appreciate cursing.

Monday, March 30, 2009

Were the World Mine

Were the World Mine is a musical movie that was released last year, and though I have yet to see it, I am already in love. A friend of mine, Caleb, from youtube brought the movie to my attention yesterday, I had heard about the movie earlier last year before it was released, but forgot about it until now. The movie is still not on DVD, but can be pre-ordered. Luckily the album is available for only 8.99 on Amazon for MP3 Download (here), I downloaded it earlier today and have enjoyed it once through and I am sure many times more.

It is a coming out story of a young gay boy in high school who comes across a potion recipe (keep in mind this is a muscial) that will turn anyone it touches gay. He uses it on his crush, Timothy, a rugby player at his school. He then goes on to turn the whole town gay. It is an amazing, funny, cute and sad story. Can't wait for the movie! For a better decription go to the imdb page


Friday, March 27, 2009

Saturday, March 21, 2009


I totes have a blip now!
It is really interesting and lets you basically blog music? Lol, Idk just another social networking site to take up my time =P.

check me out

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Je suis seul... seul pour toute éternité...

I need my Book of Embraces

Monday, March 9, 2009


I know that you can't live on hope alone, but without it, life is not worth living. And you, and you, and you, and you have got to give them hope."
-Harvey Milk, 1978

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Whats to come!

So I am finally back home after my week exodus, and I can finally start getting back into the online world.

Lots will be changing and new regarding my youtube life! I will most likely be getting partnered soon as I approach 2000 subscribers! I cannot believe how blessed I have been to get all these people to follow my videos, and I want t continue to deliver videos at a higher quality. Luckily I was donated Sony Vegas Movie Studio 9, so once I figure out how to use this intricate program, but it looks promising. There is so much I can do with it, but it is far harder to use than my old Windows Movie Maker, which is so basic a 2 year old could figure it out.

As for the content of videos to come;
  • I plan to do a few creative videos using the new editing software, but I still have very basic ideas for that.
  • I have another drawing video coming up, I just have to narrow down what I am going to draw this time... more naked men anyone?
  • For my more usual serious videos I have a few ideas as well. From the website eightmaps, which documents the people throughout California who donated and how much they donated to help pass Prop8, I will encourage those who live in California to look at the map and second guess where they do business, if we want to get things changed, we have to show people we are serious and will not take thing sitting down.
  • Another idea I am working with is explaining the difference between Marriage, Domestic Partnership and Civil Unions.
  • This was the question I was battling with when I did my "Cure" video, but I also wanted to ask "If you could start your life over would you be straight?" So we'll see if I do this one, it may be to similar.
  • Using the word "fagget" and "that's so gay" as discriminatory and degrading terms and how you should encourage your friends to not say them.
  • Another video about suicide prevention
  • Books to help parents cope with their childs homosexuality.
  • The downcline of the church to being an obsolete intitution.
  • Debunking the "Sermon on the Mount" and giving the true meaning
  • Whenever I get to 2000 I will do a Q&A video, finally to connect some with my viewers =]
So these are the ideas in the works, and they are not in any order. I may not do all of them or some may evolve into something else. Let me know which one seem most interesting so I help focus on which to do first.

This will probably give me ideas for the next 2 or 3 months, so I am happy to have stuff planned out so I do not turn into a ghost channel like many others seem to be.

Monday, March 2, 2009

Rewatchable Videos # 2

This time I will be I will be featuring a music video I love to watch. The guy in the video is not the actual artist, but a youtuber doing the common lipsync, but I actually enjoy watching this one. The youtuber is WasteTimeChasingCars. He a the run of the mill, 100k+ subs yt comedian, so of course I enjoy his videos, haha. Def check him out.

The artist is 3oh!3, who I enjoy very much as well so check them out as well.

With out further ado, here is the vid;

Monday, February 23, 2009


Along with posting here I will also now have a Virb, which is a lot of stuff smushed together, so we'll see how that goes.
Don't worry, this will still be my main blog, and I will continue to post here.

Whoa whoa whoa

Ok.... maybe it is a glitch, but I think I lost 5 followers since this morning...

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Biggest fear

People always talk about there biggest fears and phobias, but I never really had one to talk about.
I have no real fear of an animal, I enjoy the creepy crawlers, I like all domestic animals, and I respect the wildlife. I don't have any odd fears or irrational things or the paranormal, or things that are harmless, yet some seem to develop a fear of. I have a basically faux-phobia of clowns... but I mean really... they can be creepy...

Over the last year I have finally been developing a fear, my biggest and only real fear. Growing Old. Now I know what you may say, no Scotty, that is a fear of death, but no, that is not the case. I am completely at peace with death, and I have never feared for a moment my the end of my life, even in the close situations when it has nearly been taken. No, death is not a worry. It is become old. Loosing my sight, growing weak, looks beginning to fade, memory becoming hazy, lack of energy. I know there are things you can do to slow these things but eventually they will happen.

And the biggest reason this is my one true fear, is because it is inevitable. You cannot put off getting old. Everyday brings you one step closer. Other fears can be averted and dealt with, but there is no remedy, no cure, no protection from age.

I know I have many youthful years ahead of me, but I know on the horizon comes that inevitable.

I plan to make a complementary video to this soon.

Rewatchable Videos #1 - Dance

A rewatchable video is just like it sounds, a video you will watch again and again. This isn't to say a video that isn't rewatchable is bad, just with most videos, you see them, get the content or the message trying to be portrayed and move on. While other videos capture some sort of interest or entertain you enough to bring you back time and again. For me, most rewatchable videos involve music, or some kind of humor that really gets me going, or grabs an emotion I want to feel again.

For my first video recomendation I present you with dance by Robmuch, which is a musical/dancing video featuring The Presets- "Talk Like That". This is one of the first videos I saw of Robs and favorited before I became friends with him, so there isn't any bias in my choice ;). The video is really well put together and just fun to watch.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Lego Hooker


Haha, this is an old picture I took. My brother insisted I play Lego's with him a few years back... so I started a hooker syndicate in his Lego city. ;]

Friday, February 13, 2009

Progressive Commercials, and the new love of my life, Flo

So these commercials always make me laugh, hysterically. They have just the right amount of humor and ridiculousness to bring the lawls. Flo, she ties it all together and someday we will get married since she is perfection incarnated in a woman's body... is that a bit excessive? oh well.


You can find the rest of their commercials here

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Latest 555G videos

So I haven't posted them here in awhile.

1/26- The Birthday Video!

2/02- Groundhogs DAY! more winter?! ugh

I was super tired when I made this one, so I had low energy. I do love the showcasing of my new red track jacket which I love... That's all.
People I mentioned-
Caleb Kruzel:

2/09- Yesterday!

I felt like I talked extremely fast at parts in this one haha
People I mentioned-

So thats it, I plan to post more sooooooon =]

Friday, January 16, 2009

Prayers for Bobby

I really do think this book and movie could help a lot of people out on so many levels. There is a story in there for everyone dealing with any trouble in the LGBT community.

If you can't read the book, (which is far better I am sure), then watch the movie. It has a great cast, (Sigourney Weaver as Mary Griffith) and the previews look amazing.

It will be coming on at 9PM EST on Saturday January 24th, on Lifetime, check your local listings to make sure.

Let me know what you all think of the movie.